PRAY FOR MY UNCLE.

yesterday my uncle had a minor stroke, but no one was home while it happened. he said that his head was hurting so we figured he was just having like a margraine or something. well my parents took him to the urgent care to see what was wrong with him because he wasn't saying much. my dad came home last night while my mom, uncle, and grandma were still at the hostipal and my dad told me that he just had a minor stroke... as far as he knew at the time. then today my cousin came from san diego to visit with my uncle. that was when i found out the latest news. my uncle's stroke caused a blood vessle to burst. so he has blood... deep in his brain. we don't know if he has to have surgery yet because they haven't gotten the results of the tests back yet. so we probably won't know until early tomorrow morning. we went to visit him in ICU.. and i couldn't handle seeing him like that. he couldn't talk.. he wasn't able to get up.. his right side was just all paralyzed... and he was getting fustrated that he couldn't talk at all. he tried to but he would only just get fustrated. he kept messing with his blanket like he was hot or he wanted to get up, but he wasn't allowed to. he just looked hopeless. we couldn't understand him because his brain isn't functioning 100% right now. i feel so guilty now because i never visited him or my grandma that much as i should have. i really hope that nothing bad happens because if something does, i don't think that my grandma will survive it. she has so much stress right now. i just want things to go back to normal. that none of this was happening right now. i guess it's just happening so fast that it's too hard to take it. and there's nothing i can do about it. i'm glad that i have cameron to comfort me and be there for me. he took me to camelot park and played miniture golf and some games... to keep my mind is alittle occupied and not thinking about my uncle. i just hope he will be ok. and that he will survive.

Man. School starts in like 5 days. Alreadyyy. i'm excited because it's senior year of course. But I'm kinda scared. But then again I just want to get it over with. This summer didn't go as well as I thought it would. Besides hanging out with Cameron like everyday. That part was pretty much the best. And going to Europe was quite an experience. But I didn't hang out with a lot of my friends this summer. Which is odd because last summer we hung out like just about every weekend. But I guess we've all been busy doing our own thing. Except I haven't been busy like this whole summer. I've just been sitting here on my ass... in front of the computer... without a job... and the last week and a half I've had tennis. And that's just about the detail of my whole summer. Cameron has a job so it keeps him occupied during the day. So I don't get to see him as much as I used to I guess. I guess when tennis ends I'm going to find myself a job... that is if anyone wants to hire me. Which it doesn't seem like anyone does. But this summer I've been trying to keep all drama away from me. Because I don't want to start off another.. and last year of high school with drama... like last year. Drama is so stupid. But I don't think I've had any this summer. And hopefully I won't have any the whole year. Drama can be fun but it gets old after a while. So I have my schedule but it doesn't seem like I have a lot of classes with anyone this year. I finally have a class with Cami because she just switched into that class today. So that's cool. And I guess my schedule is fine now I guess. I don't really want to be in physics but oh well... I guess I can live with it. Now I have 7th period excused since I don't have a job for work experience. Tennis is going good right now so far. I'm on JV again but oh well.  I might be towards the top of the ladder this year. So that means that I'll get to play more. Hopefully since I hardly got to play the last 2 years and it's my last year. But tennis is always drama. We've already started it. Haha Ok well I guess I better go now. I'm going to eat lunch with Ashnaaa.

So pretty much I've been back from Europe for about a little over a week now.  Europe was fun.  France wasn't too great... but I def. enjoyed Italy and Greece.  I absolutely miss all the cool people from my trip.  Most of the people in the group were either annoying or stupid or nerdy or just weird.  I hung out with the people that weren't any of those.  We pretty much were considered the bitches of the group.  Like undercover bitches.  Cuz we talked a lot of shit.  Haha It was so much fun.  I miss those girls.  Only one of them live far out of town so it kinda sucks.  During like the 2nd week of our trip, we met this other group from South Carolina, Florida, and Georgia all mixed together and they had some crazy people in their group.  Some of our people got in trouble with theirs.  Which caused a little drama within the group.. and just some pissed off people.  It made the trip more interesting.  Then on our way to Greece was just a hand full of drama... and gross things.  Ew, it sucked, we had to stay with Nuns in Italy.  They were so weird.  It was freaky staying with them!!  We did a TON of site seeing.  It was tiring doing that everyday.  I'm sooooo glad to be home though.  It was a long 3 weeks kinda.  And living outta my suitcase isn't that fun.  And I just needed to get away from some of those annoying people.  I missed my baby too.  And my friends.  I don't think I could leave again for a long period of time.

But anyways. I'm going to Six Flags tomorrow with Cami!  I'm pretty excited.  I haven't been there in a while.  So it should be fun.  And they have a new ride... exciting.

11 months for me and Cameron!!!! YAYYYY... one month to go and it'll be 1 year for us!  I'm pretty stokedddd about it. :]

peaceeeee;
goodnight.